Melancholic Thespian

September 23, 2006
fashion blog
Filed under: 4:05 pm

Fashoinista extended remix

++++I like the music: my memoirs once upon a time++++

"Fashion is an art. The designers are the gods and we play the part of angels in the dark"

Why do other people have the second look? This song somewhat improve our outlook towards fashion.
they say that fashion is an art, why is there just a little part of the population blessed with
that endowment?
Some people get the second look and some even are just mere ghost passerby. So the question is…
Do we have to be good looking to be fashionable? Given that not all of us are given the
beauty that society dictates,and most or a majority only has the mediocre physical features.
We may be fat ,slim. petite,voluptuous and sexy…. They call names like hunks and babes , geeks
and dorks ,uglies and fatties and some other dire stereotypes.
Lets just say that I was once a victim of the so called "name calling".

—Before—-
I was 5′9 fair waistline is 46 , weight is 245lbs , wore a fitted size 38 waistline jeans , wore XXL shirts
or grand sizes ,didn’t care of any hair style.

Before its undeniable for those who knew me that I was Obese : having a waistline of 46 and
considering that I'm a tall guy its really obvious and that you cant just hide from the crowd.
Imagine how would someone feel if you are obese, and yet you pretend that your strong?
Lets start on what you usually do on the mornings, many don't know that I was suffering from the feeling
of being dire. Many people cant get out OF their houses without taking at least 7-9 times facing the mirror.
Now ask me how many times to I look in the mirror? Zero. I was even afraid TO SEE my OWN reflection or THE
obvious image of me ( believe it or not, its true).

- - - -Fast forward- - - -

I'm 5′9 waistline is 31 and fair , broad shoulders , broad lower body: wears low rise jeans , sneakers
, semi ray-ban shades and most of all wore an up to date haircut. ( not that formed but definitely not
like before)

So now what happened?
*** That's HISTORY***

What makes people change? IS it for the better? or just to be in? or even to get back to those that
once prosecuted you with their pointed tongues.?

Not to be hypocrite , I can attest that IT mainly was self improvement THAT made ME more confident.
and with THAT, IT would give you an edge to those a-holes who deserves to be on burning stakes and
gas chambers.

It hurts looking back, but what made me strong today was because of yesterday.
I thanked them dearly for the rude remarks and the name callings.

—YOU really made me what I am now
—YOU helped Me value my existence
—YOU made me fashionable

A very BIG THANK YOU!!! *smoochies* *Nasty Grin*

* fashionable in a sense that you wear what ever you wear with confidence and never suffer bitter
feelings of uneasiness upon hearing rude comments.*

Now tell me that you need not be endowed with the looks in order for you to be fashionable, and in
order for you to be called A "fashionista".

Fashionista wears himself or herself the way they want it , and not what other people think best fits
them.

Everyone is unique we are inborn fashionistas in the making.

Let the fashionista experience be with you!

** Hugs and Kisses**

Jo mari :-) ###peace out###