Nostalgia

I just realized christmas is fast approaching and that the yultide season always makes me emotional.
I guess it's the cool weather or maybe the colorfull lights you see when you passby houses.It glitters with silver and gold lining and green makes it more magical.

I have been feeling  nostalgic already, I havent seen enough of the things at home.Im missing so much  memories and important happenings.Being far away always keeps the heart  bare the emotional and predominantly the  slow beats of yearning and nostalgia. Stuck between this paradigm of  time and space were we always have little choices to make and  just a spec of hope for a more happier result.

The nostalgic pain Im suffering always suffice, it cant be detained in jail locked cell where it rots and just be forgotten, sunshine makes it more visible , makes  missing more than a noun rather than a verb.Deppressing yet  it needs to be overcomed.Light moments of solitude always come in handy specially when your physical self is  detained while your mind wanders like the deers on santa's sleigh.

Again Im dramatic.. Deal with it.